I Was Very Hurt By My Father :I Didn’t Think He Would Do This During Dashain 2082. Although I worked for my father, he used to shout and cause a lot of stress. In addition, there is his stress and the stress of being a manager. And then, whenever there are children in the family, whenever festivals come, a person who shouts and speaks loudly and speaks as much as he can and does not see his own shortcomings and weaknesses and only sees the weaknesses of others, seems to never progress in life.
The real incident is that I had asked for Rs. 10,000 in cash during Dashain this year, and then we went to the fair in Tunikhel near us on the day of Phulpati yesterday. And he went there and bought two ordinary jackets and two tracksuits, and he got angry and came home angry. And he didn’t say anything while buying there. When I left there, I felt a little angry on the way.
But I didn’t care when I came home, and after a while after coming home, he showed his stubbornness and arrogance and only did his thing, and I couldn’t give him anything anymore, and I couldn’t do anything. He went to work day and night without telling me. But I don’t think it’s just about giving money, I think people should have humanity and affection.
Maybe that’s why everything is so tense at every moment. I have a lot of fears in my mind that something will happen or that I will fall into a big hole. No matter where I go, I feel a little stressed and tense, but I’m such an understanding person. I only speak with understanding. Because I didn’t ask for this every year, but I asked for it this year, I could understand what he thought, what his mind thought.
And I also got a chance to understand and when he told me those things and I got so much tension and my father said that if he bought it from his heart, he would be happy, if someone else bought it for two paisa, he would be sad and if he bought it with his own money for less money, he would be happy. My father didn’t listen to me. Because every year he shouts like this, if you do what you want, if you fulfil what you want, you will be happy. I feel like my father is a creature who only cares about his own interests, his own life’s interests.
I tried to explain many things to my father, but my father only does it for money. And I think that he has to spend that money on things like food, clothes, and clothes, and sometimes he feels tired. He does everything with his own money; he can support everything himself, and when his own money is spent, it becomes a little difficult and stressful. But yesterday, you said something that really hurt and broke my heart, saying things that should never be said in life. There are so many such things and so many things that cannot be explained.
Because I am in pain about many things, and I can bear the pain, but I cannot bear many things, and I only talk about many things after considering them, and I feel that the person I am talking to should talk to the person and settle the matter, and after talking, I should say the right thing.
Although my own brother has also come from abroad, he is still in the same situation as before and walks with his friends, but I feel alone that I have no friends, no friends to support me, and I feel like I have no friends to support me, and sometimes I feel alone.
Sometimes I try to convince my mind so much, and when I try to convince my mind, I feel like I did it wrong. When I call the person I’m with, I feel very sorry for what I did, and I also feel regret that I did some things well.
Of course, after being born into such a family, I have to endure it, and when I get married, it seems like the old man puts a lot of stress on me and that stress is the reason why I don’t make the decision not to get married. I get a little scared, and I have to understand this. If everyone in the family is happy and everyone gradually gets along, then if they are united, it will be very good and everything will gradually get along.
It may seem like you have betrayed your father, but after taking on a little responsibility, you should all come together as a family. It seems like it shouldn’t happen that you shout like this, get angry like this, on a great festival like Dashain. You have to do what you have to do, you have to do what you have to do. You are human, you make mistakes, you should be able to realise your mistakes, I think so too, but I don’t think he should think that.