I Feel Very Irritated And Angry When I Go To Other People’s Weddings In Nepali Society Because I don’t feel like going to other people’s weddings, I don’t feel like going because I have many reasons, and many people do many things and people in Nepali society have fallen so much that they do various things to show others. Also, when they show different things to others and do various things, they don’t think about the benefit later, I feel a little sad and a little annoyed.
Since when have I felt like this? When I go to other people’s weddings, people cut into the affairs of their own family members, this person is not right, that person is not right, this person does this, this person should not do this, this person does this, this person should not do this, this person thinks he is older, he walks like this, he does that, he does that, he does this in the morning, he doesn’t do this, he doesn’t do that, he doesn’t do that, he doesn’t do this, he doesn’t do that, he says these nonsense things, that’s why I don’t feel like going, I don’t feel like meeting anyone.
Because those people shout for a while, have fun for a while and then go and talk about what others did and didn’t, and I think it would be better not to get married in that way than to listen to those things. For example, when I went to a person or my special person, what was a little fun, or what did I feel bad about? It also happens that a person would do something like this to show others off? Why would they spend so much money? Would it have been better if they had done something else with that money? Many questions come to my mind if I had gone to someone else’s invitation like that.
I don’t even feel interested in it. Why am I not interested? Because if there is no happiness and peace at home, if I go to such a place, I feel peaceful, happy, and I don’t consider it happiness, whereas if there is no happiness in the family, I don’t think there is any point in going there. I don’t even feel like going. Instead of going there, I feel very happy to roam around. I feel like going there and enjoying myself, and spending my happy moments there.
But I don’t even want to know my relatives, I don’t need to know them, and even if I do, there’s no point in knowing them, and when I study, they don’t do anything, and only when I study, they don’t care and make arrangements, and they walk around happy that this happened. When I’m in trouble, they become enemies. That’s why I don’t want to meet those people, and I don’t want to meet them, and I don’t want to meet them because all I want at this time is for them to live a very peaceful and happy life.
How many places have I gone to before, how many places have I gone to, how many places have I gone to, how many have I gone to, how many have I gone to, how many have I gone to, how many have I gone to, how many have I gone to, how many have I gone to, but I felt so hurt there that I don’t want to go from there, I felt better not to go than to go with these scoundrels, and I felt so hurt that I saw unforgettable things from there, and from there, I didn’t want to go, even if I was invited to someone else’s wedding, that’s the reason why I didn’t want to go.
Even if someone invites me and says that going to a wedding is so fun and exciting, and that I will also feel refreshed, I will not go because going to such a place is very difficult and very uncomfortable, and going there is also very tiring. I do not like to go to such a crowd with such a look, and I also feel lonely.
Rather than going to such a place, it is better to go for a walk, and I like to stay in one place and enjoy the pleasure. Rather than going to that place, it is better to go somewhere else and spend my time on my own. Although people do not understand, even if I invite them to a wedding, I do not feel the slightest desire. My desire has died, and I do not want to do that old thing again, so much fun and so hot.
I still don’t want to go to other people’s weddings, that’s why I keep thinking about when the word “wedding” will happen. I can’t sleep all night. Yesterday I went to my own people’s wedding and I had to go because I had to. After going there, I felt lonely, especially when there was no one with me. I felt so lonely there.
But still, the only thing that played in my mind was who to tell my heart to, who to accept, who to remind, what to do, and I still feel bad after going there. My mind thinks on one side, and when I think on the other side, I think about many things, but I wish that I didn’t have to go to such a place, but what is it, what is it? I don’t want to go to such a place.