Why Does This Wedding Make Me Feel Angry As Soon As I Hear It While I, on the other hand, would feel very angry and very stressed after the talk about getting married was raised and said. Because I didn’t want to do it because of other people’s events and because others happened, I also felt that there was a lot of struggle and a lot of pain while doing it. When the person who brought up the topic of marriage brought up the topic, I would get angry at them, and even if others said some things, I would get angrier and angrier.
Because there might be no support from the family, and in the family, I would also say, Do this and don’t do that, but the family didn’t understand me, or I felt like I didn’t understand. When I saw others and heard other people’s stories in videos, I wondered why people do this and why is this happening, why they do this in Nepal, and what did they to themselves by doing this? Many things would play in my mind.
There are many reasons why I don’t get married because there is never peace at home, and because of the lack of peace, my father is always shouting and always angry. I know that my father gets angry one moment and happy the next. However, a father should also feel what it is like when someone else’s daughter comes to his house. And even if I do get married as advised, if there is any emergency and she shouts at home, I will get stressed. I ask my father these things: Can other people’s daughters live like that and talk about other people’s things?
Such things play a lot in my mind, and as soon as I say this, my mood goes off, and I don’t feel like doing anything, and that is why I told the things I had to tell. Even if I am invited to this wedding and any other birth, I feel very bad about HM, and I don’t even feel like going because eating such things is not good for my body.
In such a situation, people of different castes do different things and say this and that, and because of that, they do things that make me very angry even when I am with my relatives. I have decided not to get married because people do such things.
My father has raised the matter and has not done such things, but as soon as he says that, I get angry, and my mood goes off for the day, and many things play in my mind, and because of that, I worry a lot about small things, and because of that worry, I do not dare to do anything and do something.
Once he says that if I get married, something will happen, and I think that I should do something, and if everyone else is getting married, now I should do it too, I should do something, and I feel like I should show off by doing something. I feel very hot even when I see others. It’s your life; you have to make your own decisions, and you have to decide what to do and what not to do.
